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Tuesday, October 28, 2003

Tell me something. I dont dream, what does it mean?
Does it mean a lack of aspirations, an absence of hope. An absolute, terrible pessimistic view on this earth forseeing everything bad and nothing beautiful? Does it mean a lack of future? That ive given up inside? That I'm no longer myself?
Or does it mean something better. Does it mean that am living all I want. That I live my dream, therefore have no need to dream. Does it mean that things are so great and getting greater. That i'm blind to the pain in this world and enjoying it.

The latter, i hope.

So, i'm off, I think ill try to enjoy myself 2nite. Mebbe watch Final Fantasy Movie on my DVD player that i recently installed on my comp.
~James.

posted by James at 10/28/2003 04:05:00 PM



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