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Monday, October 20, 2003

well well well... dont think this day can get much better... bsides for the fact that bilas offline for the stupidest friggin reason ever.
Speaking of which, theres a 75% chance preforcast that james will be forced offline for a couple of months because of his horrendous spanish grade.
Anyhow, heres today: i got to school and met up with tyler (md) and byron as usual and tyler proceded to bring up the knotts trip which i dropped from. Byron then told me and him that something corporate, my second fav band ever, is playing in tower records on friday. So, with that said, and me, Byron, and two or three other people from the group that was orginally going to knotts going to see the awesome concert that will unfold, the knotts trip has been knocked off its feet. God i love it when i destroy plans xD xD.
Anyhow, thats absolutely unbelievably awesome. but its not to mention the fact that currently right now i'm downloading something corporates new album which is debuting on the same day of the concert (But through my 1337 hax0r methods, i managed to get a copy of it). Anyhow, if its good, ill buy it at tower records to show some respect for my band of choice. Just a note that that'll be the second legal cd outta the.. 100 or so music cds i own.. (the first one was evanescence). ANYhow, the fact that something corporate is giving a concert AND releasing an album can only be beaten by linkin park (my favs xD) showing up in my backyard and giving me a debut of an unreleased album hands on. Thats how cool this is. Yea. its cool.

On a side note, i must confess that the last few months ive had these little natty like (haha, sry to use you as a comparison natty) crushes that couldnt ever be. jeese, i dont understand why i even try to hurt myself these ways. it brings me as far into the dumps as i can get (even tho thats not too far)
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so, i guess my resolution today is to try to stop staring mindlessly at what i shouldnt hope for.

The truth was that James Betker, of Yorba Linda, California, sprang from his Platonic conception of himself.



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