The sad part about succeeding a great leader is that you're almost destined to become a bad leader. You pale in comparison to the great leader, no matter how good you really are.

Same goes for weeks. Its really disheartening to live through a week that follows last week. This week, no matter how cool it is, just cannot be fun, because last week was so great, and it looms over me.

Spanish presentation today. Like I said earlier, if I had been given more time (or started on it earlier), we could've pulled of a magnificent presentation, but due to something I guess could be referred to as procrastination, our Blanca Flor reenactment was slightly less than extraordinary and our study guide review was ... *shivers* ..didnt even finish it cuz we didnt have enough time, but its probably best we didnt.

I probably woulda been better off if I did some kinda live performance of blanca flor like kim did. I had to sit on the floor for pretty much the entire performance (i was working the computer), and I wasnt really into it. I might suck as an actor, but I do like acting, it gets me more involved, makes lines easier, and whatnot. Heh, cant wait till the english presentation next tuesday. My group is t3h bomb: Me, calvin, sam, ravi, laurence and james. Hohoho.. apparently I'm gonna "play" raskolnikov and go down on my knees all like "I did it!!" ~something to look forward to.

Anyhow, off of that depressing topic. At lunch, I went with calvin and his pimping azn crew to the tea zone over next to b-king. First time ive ever tried boba, and my poor white-boy stomach didnt take well to it. I thot that it tasted really good, but have you ever eaten something where your stomach turns over even though it tastes good? Ya, my belly dont like tapioca. Next time i'm just gonna get the tea xD

Heres an idea: I am...

Physically
Hurting. My shoulder has hurt ever since the end of lunch. I think it had something to do with the mock mosh-pit i and some friends threw brian hwang into. The second time mr maruca came by and said "are you guys beating up on him?". LOL I told him we were doing a mock-mosh pit and he just said "ok, well dont hurt anybody" and walked away. Hahaha, it was pretty damn funny. So yea, my right shoulder is temporarily disabled, probably permanently after calvin jumped into it from a bench and probably broke it or something xP

Emotionally
Blah. Dont know what to think anymore. I floated in and out of even caring today. Wasnt really half that bad to not feel emo motivated. This week is/has been really stressing. Academically that is.

Spiritually
Searching. It'd be nice to find a nice explanation for the meaning of life that I could actually have faith in. Right now Buddhism sounds very good.

Overall
Cool. Lets hope tommorow is as cool a day as I've been hoping it will be.