New days find new ways to be disappointed in people. Thats a story I cant write about it because I cant express my feelings in words though.

I read somewhere an essay on the similarities between human's and ants. Both are driven by society, and both basically die off when they are cut off from their peers. The only difference really is that for humanity, the earth is one big ant hill whereas the ants have not yet covered the planet. I guess its true, nothing really surprising. I like the way the author of that essay thinks, though. I like seeing society in new ways, it points out new possibilities, ways I can change my life.

On a completely opposite tangent, my resolution for this week is to be more enthusiastic about what other people say (as if I'm not allready). That means smiling at all the jokes like they were the best jokes I've ever heard, even if they arnt funny in the least. I like it when warm compassion is shown towards me, and god always said 'do unto others as you would like done to you'.

I dont like people with no sense of arrogance at all. At least, I dont like guys that have no arrogance. Like in PE, I'll say "I'm gonna whoop you!" to nathan, james, and harold, and none of them say anything. Then I feel all ridiculous and arrogant. Why dont people have more self confidence. Shit, I have self confidence when I'm doing things I've never done before. Guess it's just me.

I must say thanks to Bila for putting the song "hold on" in her blog. That song rules so much, and I love ben-jelens piano soft rock now like no other. xD xD