Ever feel like you just wanna get down and beat the shit out of the world? Gosh, the world is just so unjust. It tortures me with petty tribulations like pain and money and then puts me through trials of love and friendship. It's like "what the fuck world? why you be hatin?"

jkjk. It's my own god damn fault that my life is so full of stuff, bad and good. I guess I subconciously keep it like that, cuz having problems is what makes life interesting right? It also defines character, judging by the way you get out of the problems.

It does feel good to go all screamo every once and awhile. Like last night, I was listening to 'redefining your exit' which is a nucore kind of song, and it was real fun to sing along with the scream-lyrics. Lolz, if my voice wasnt so bad I'd love to be a singer.

Seriously, I envy the singers.. well players.. in bands. They get to express their emotions in such a retroactive way. And they're appreciated for it. I guess my outlet, my lj/kih, is kind of satisfying as well. I at least get some feedback on my thoughts, and people can tell me if I've completely lost my mind or whatever.

uhh.. for my lj buddies, i've decided to put into use a 'kinky' offshoot of my journal where i get to talk all dirty and the like without worrying about criticism. frank, kester, and natty are all members, if anybody else wants to be just ask.