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Sunday, April 25, 2004

Sup guys? One hella un-interesting weekend for me, despite the trip to Del Rey and all.

What is all this homework that I'm hearing about? Everybody seems so busy with school. For gods sake, its the WEEKEND .. a block scheduling weekend. Shizz, the only homework I can remember is some revision on my already-perfect IB essay. Well; actually there is the spanish video project that I havnt even started on. I'm fucked for that, but that's why I hate group projects.

I have to say, the legend of human experience is really curvy. I mean, one day you'll be scared as hell of girls and a week later (literally) you'll be sleeping with every one you meet. This isnt from personal experience, but I've seen it played out so many times. I think for every experience in general, we just need a spark to start us off. If we get up the courage to go 10 miles over the speed limit one week, it wont be odd to be going 30 miles over a week later. If take a swig of alcohol one day, there's nothing wrong with puffing pot the next. On the more optimistic side of the spectrum, if you're pushed to love one person once, you'll soon love alot of people.

I guess human ..adaptation.. is a good thing. It gives us lots of oppurtunities. I guess it also opens all the doors to our downfalls too.

Eh *now i've mixed myself up xP*

I think i'll take this quiz because it's somewhat informative. Isnt it interesting that sometimes we dont even know how old our best friend is?

____ STOP _____
[x] they call me: james
[x] also: you shouldnt call me brian
[x] sex: guy
[x] my first breath of air: 2/21/87
[x] age: 17
[x] status: uhh. in front of my computer. (i know i know =P)
[x] occupation: teen
[x] nationality: god only knows. just assume i'm aryan.
[x] best buds: i havnt gotten the chance to be 'best friends' with anybody since middle school. that's troy for ya. my bestest bros at the present: calvin, shohile, thanos, jon doe and ravi.
_______REWIND_______
[x] most memorable memory: (is that supposed to read as 'good'? i'll assume they really mean 'memorable') first heartbreak.
[x] worst memory: one of the five or six times i've almost fallen off of a rock cliff to my death.
[x] first word uttered: 'truck'?
[x] first friend ever: some girl i used to strip with in the playground. man i was a pimp when i was younger xP
_______FAST FORWARD_______
[x] college: uci hopefully
[x] occupation: dentistry, psychology, psychiatry
[x] mobile: accord '91 i currently dream of an RSX or i300
[x] future residence: the same house i'm living in
[x] wedding: (vague? i'm guessing age) round 25.
[x] children: 2. hopefully girls =D
[x] looking forward to: tomorrow
[x] NOT looking forward to: all the shit i havnt done.

_______PLAY______
[x] feeling: kinda sad.
[x] listening: just got through listening to two emerging emo-punk artists 'underoath' and 'a second chance'
[x] talking to: noone.
[x] doing: english revisions. i dont even have to revise anything
[x] thinking of: (since natty put dream's and i stole this quiz from natty) my recent *erotic sexy* dreams
[x] craving: some good food. maybe a girlfriend =D
[x] missing: people to talk to. my hair.
[x] hating: nothin.

_______FAVORITES_______
[x] song: "in the end" - LP (favorite song for the last 5 years. that's devotion)
[x] radio station: dont listen to radio. that's what kazaa lite's for.
[x] tv show: no watch.
[x] channel: the history channel when i do turn the tv on.
[x] movie: LOTR 3
[x] store: fry's
[x] mall: Orange Block
[x] hang out spot: Somewhere sunny, cool, outside, and with my friends.
[x] actor: dont really got one, but probably Sean Connery; he's funny
[x] actress: someone hot. like tara reid.
[x] food: god, i dont even know anymore. anything good i guess.
[x] character: wtf? neo.
[x] book: harry potter 5. i havnt read in awhile.
_______LOVE_______
[x] love is: an extension of my soul.
[x] best love song: 'everything' by lifehouse
[x] is it possible to be in love with more than one person @ the same time: not the 'devoted' type of love.
[x] when love hurts you: you know you're living.
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight: naw. unless you see a really hot girl/guy.

_______OPPOSITES ATTRACT_______
[x] turn ons: face, intelligence, flirtiness (hard to explain)
[x] turn offs: fat & cheese, frizzled hair, crooked noses, bitches, whores, stupidity, the 'player' girls
[x] does your parent`s opinion on your bf/gf matter to you: yea, but i kinda influence their opinion.
[x] what kinda hair style: i love love love love love with no regard the straight-and-large-curl-at-the-ends look. it's supposedly really hard to get though, so i only see it at dances and the like.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you: sweet? are you kidding me? give me a candy.
[x] where do you go to meet new people: through other people.
[x] are you the type of person to holla and ask for numbers: nah
________PICKY PICKY_______ ////i refuse to answer 'neither' but am tempted to on alot of these things
[x] dog or cat: cat
[x] short or long hair: (on girls?) to the shoulders.
[x] innie or outie: innie
[x] sunshine or rain: rain
[x] moon or sun: moon
[x] basketball or football: football
[x] righty or lefty: ambidextrous
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] tv or radio: tv
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: jamba juice
[x] mc donalds or burger king: mc d's
[x] summer or winter: winter.
[x] written letters or e-mails: Written letters
[x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo
[x] disney or nickelodeon: disney
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: club
[x] sing or dance: dance
[x] freak or slow dance: freak
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves: google
_______MISCELLANOUS_______
[x] can you swim: yea
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment: too many to remember specific times
[x] whats under your bed: lotsa trash and some old stuff in dusty boxes
[x] what are you scared of: little animals in the dark
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment: recovering ..
[x] what kinda roof is over your head: uhh.. plaster and wood and paper with sand on it.
[x] do you like tomatoes: no
[x] internet connection: cable
[x] how many TVs in the house: 4. but MY computer should count as one, so 5.
[x] how many phones: one central hub and like 7 little shoot off's
[x] how many residents: 4
[x] how many DVDs do you have: keep on loosing them. probably 1 or 2.
[x] last doctor visit: god, cant even remember. probably for my physical last year.
[x] last phone call: ravi on friday.
[x] last IM: probably not since spring break. aim is an embarrasing habit and makes me depressed.



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