whew. this is the first entry typed on my own computer for 4 days. i love my computer. love it like....
<3

Anyhow. I think its cool how when you've experienced something an extended period of time, you start enjoying that thing.

For example. Countless times I will listen to bands and hate them right off. Then I'll read reviews on the band, read people raving about how absolutely great the band is. So I'll listen to the band a few more times, and I'll start to love them too. Right now, this is evident in The Beautiful Mistake. Three days ago I was really "so-so" on them. I didnt like the alternative-metal tinge they put in their sound and I didnt like their growling. Now I listen to them and I'm blown away. It's all I can do to stop from rappin' out the lyrics in my bad bad bad bad bad singing voice.

But this little phenomenon (at least for me) extends beyond music. In 8th grade I thought asians in general were really weird. Having gone to Travis Ranch in white-upper class Yorba Linda, there were about 5 or 6 asians total in my class. I used to think they were so weird because of the slitted eyes and pushed in noses. (mind you, I was friends with 3 of the asians in middleschool, BEST friends, so dont point at me and say "racist"). Hah, how naive I was. I dont even notice that crap anymore, and it's more of a turn on than anything else. For a guy who has about 5 white friends on campus, and knows even less white girls, none of which are hot, I cant keep my eyes away from asians. I dont even like most white girls anymore.

Let's extend this a little bit further. Last year I was carpooled with five people, two of whom were girls and at the time did not know at all. I was all happy and the like because I was thinking "ooo, two girls in my carpool, time to turn on your pimping skills, [james]". I was all depressed the first day of school because I didnt find either of the girls in my carpool attractive in the least. That notion stuck around until half way through the school year when one of the girls invited me to do a video project for a freelance video project that she was working on. That weekend when we worked on the project (not only did I first meet natty, but) me and the girl started getting really close. Two weeks later we were bf/gf in title and she slowly became the most beautiful person in the world to me.

Anyhow, this whole entry points out one of the fun things about me: it isnt humanly possible to punish me. I'll just end up liking whatever you make me do.

There is ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS some way to make everything more fun and exciting in this world. Dont nobody forget that.

OHHH. forget any crazy talk i might have posted on the subject of me moving my blogger. aint gonna happen. keepinithappy will be runnin till the day i knock on davy's locker... lol, i'm an idiot xD