The going on's in my life? OK.

Saturday me and tyler and jr went exploring. Well, at least me and tyler did. We went over to walnut where jr lives and went to a cool collectors shop called frank and sons and then ate in the puente hills mall. (i must say, the babe count at that place is disappointing)
Sunday was pretty boring. Worked on my fathers website and went to a small party for my mom who just graduated nursing school.
Today was... lol, a complete failure.

[[exhibit a]]: I first had to wake up at 7 so I could run over to the place I was interning at and get all my forms signed (cuz I'm such a procrastinator that i did it at the LAST minute =P) and i got to my class late (not that it mattered).
[[exhibit b]]: I pretty much saw none of my real good friends besides jo and kay, which was gay cuz I thought I would see everyone.. =(
[[exhibit c]]: I called tyler hayes cuz I couldnt find him and I wanted to do something after the <> with him and kay and evan, but apparently he came real early and left at like 8:00 so there went that plan. so then i went around looking for calvin, but he said he was <> and that he was going to the pollack library
[[exhibit d]]: me, evan, kay, and daniel a. decided to go to the movies, and we all wanted to see harry potter 3. however, i wanted to spend my money wisely and see the chronicles of riddick through the lovely movie-hopping process. upon looking up movie times, i found out that riddick and harry potter were playing in the opposite theatres of birch. what a bitch. so i decided not to go to the theatres cuz i didnt want to spend another 7 bucks after a weekend of spending if i wasnt gonna get my money out of it.
[[exhibit e]]: so i drove around for awhile and decided to go to the pollack library to find calvin. i searched for a good 20 minutes for a parking space in CSUF that didnt specifically say "NO PARKING W/O A PARKING PERMIT" and ended up about a mile from the library before I found one.
[[exhibit f]]: I walked to the library, text messaged calvin, and hung out for awhile. when he didnt respond for half an hour i went to find a pay phone (because my cell is running low on minutes and i dont feel like spending 20 bucks on a new prepaid card) the first time i called him he picked up the phone and i heard a brief "hello?" before the phone cut off or something. there went 50 cents. i tried calling him again but it never connected again.
[[exhibit g]]: so I was pretty downtrodden allready, and i decided to go out to lunch before i went back home. i walked BACK to my car and to my pleasant surprise the lovely csuf parking staff had decided to give me yet another parking ticket. so there's a 20 bucks I could have spent on a prepaid card gone. i went to the csuf parking office and asked them about it and apparently the only way you can park on the campus is by purchasing a daytime parking permit for 3 bucks. ridiculous.

so anyhow, i just drove home, deciding that i've wasted enough money in parking tickets for the day. and i've been for the most part playing games on the computer with my brother and myself for the entire day. and that's my day. now my mom is trying to feed me some old chinese chicken salad for dinner. (which i happily refused) so i gotta go make MYSELF dinner. what a bitch.

and just to add onto everything, i'm forced into several mental states:
(1) I'm worried about calvin because of something margie said in her lj.
(2) I'm stressed about how my internship will turn out with my vacation and all.
(3) I got about a thousand jobs in web design that I gotta get my ass on.
(4) I saw every one of the "her"'s today and my heart is burning like fucking melted lead.
(5) I feel really lonely.

Hawaii tommorow. I need this alot. It's my determination to leave everything at home besides my mp3 player and some books. I WILL NOT TOUCH A COMPUTER THERE.

I really need to get reaquainted with myself.

bye. I'll miss you all.