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Friday, September 24, 2004

The first half of today was made miserable by a peice of popcorn lodged in the back of one of my teeth that I couldnt get out with my fingers. When I got home, though, I easily removed it with a toothbrush, and the day immediately took a turn for the better.

I somehow ended up going to a jazz festival on birch street this afternoon, even though I dont like jazz. Of course, just the prospect of getting to talk to friends was good enough for me. As it turns out, what I thought would be just a casual hangout thing where I just stood around and made a couple of jokes turned into something alot better. I actually got to talk about alot of stuff that I've kept locked up inside of me for a long time, and it felt really good.

I'm also really relieved, because this is the first chance I've had to talk with Calvin alone for a helluva long time. It makes me happy that we can still just carry on forever and ever until somebody stops us.

Speaking of memories, I've finally found proof that I am a completely different person now than I was two years ago, thus proving that my nickname james is fitting. The proof I have comes from listening to some old Hoobastank songs, which made me relive some of my old sophomore days (the days when I listened to these songs), and I realized that everything about me back then was really distorted from how I am now. It's like when you crack glass and try to look at something through it: you can peice an image together, but there's one part of the glass where you can see a particular side of the image, and a big divet and then another part of glass where you see the object with a somewhat different perspective.

Errr. If you really care and didnt get that, try reading it again. I know it's unclear, but I think it's understandable.

Anyhow, I forgot to take my camera along with me to Birch to snap something for this beautiful journal, so no pics today. Sorry!
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I guess by the looks of it, I'm just your typical "studious" high school student trying to get decent grades and fight his way through the tides of popularity. I'm not normal, though. A mixture of romanticism, horniness, girl-shyness, and optimism is a volatile blend waiting to erupt at every moment. Indeed my mood swings all too often, but I only really make those mood swings evident in this journal. I write everything here. Enjoy.

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