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Monday, September 27, 2004

Luck has not been on my side this day. I went to sleep at around 9 (my normal bedtime) and my body decided to wake up around 12 in the morning. Exactly why I dont know, but I vaguely remember a pretty bad dream, so that could have beent he problem. Nevertheless I found myself literally driving myself insane around 12 because I wasnt really asleep but I wasnt really controlling what was going on in my mind, and I was thinking about thousands of discontinued, random thoughts. I must say that I've never been so uncomfortable in my life, my head hurt from the insanity I was being driven to by these simple, inane thoughts. I dont think I'll ever understand that one, because I dont really remember what they were.

So I finally completely woke up (meaning I regained full consciousness and control over my mind) around 12:30 and realized what time it was. I also realized that I was fully awake, and that I'd have to find some way to put myself back asleep. I took an advil, watched an episode of the simpsons on my computer, and then took out my favorite sleeper-book: the biology textbook. The textbook's magic didnt work in this case, and after reading two chapters I just gave it up and turned on some soft music and tried to put myself to sleep again. When I didnt fall asleep and the music ended (around 2:30), I just decided to start thinking about stuff, namely my friendships and all the stuff that's happened to me in the past year. Around 3:30 I started drifting in and out of consciousness and finally about 4:00 I fell asleep again, thank god.

Of course, my alarm goes off at 5:30, which meant I got only an hour and a half of sleep. Only my alarm didnt go off (at least I dont think it did: my subconscious body has figured out how to turn the damned thing off without waking up) and I woke up at 6:00, giving me 15 minutes to eat, eat, put my contacts in, brush my hair, and do all the other stuff I do in the morning. Of course, I did a crappy job on all those things and I still ended up late to school (by late I mean I didnt get to talk to anyone before classes started). And I was insanely tired. As I am now. I hope my alarm clock works.

And having left 5 minutes later from my house than I normally do, god decided to put every light on my trip to school (roughly 20 or so traffic lights) to red. So I wasted tons of gas and probably a good 20 minutes getting there.

Thankfully the things that luck doesnt have control over (IE my social life) have stayed fine today. But I did manage to miss 16 points on a math test because the teacher tricked me by mixing up the order of the polynomials. I felt extremely disgraceful.

Also, somehow my parents got word that college night was tonight so I had to go all the way back to troy to grab about 4 brochures. Ridiculous.

Someone's got a case of the mondays: me.
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I cant help but wonder: WHO READS MY BLOGSPOT??? I get 7 hits a day roughly but I dont know who the hell goes there instead of my lj!?



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I guess by the looks of it, I'm just your typical "studious" high school student trying to get decent grades and fight his way through the tides of popularity. I'm not normal, though. A mixture of romanticism, horniness, girl-shyness, and optimism is a volatile blend waiting to erupt at every moment. Indeed my mood swings all too often, but I only really make those mood swings evident in this journal. I write everything here. Enjoy.

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KiH is my creedo, my definition, the way I lead my life. I realize that in life I dont want friends or money or sex, I want to be happy. Everything I own, everything I say, and everything I do serves as a step towards this boundless goal. I devote this journal to my everyday thoughts and activities and I hope that all my readers come away understanding me as a person just a bit more. If I could accomplish something so extreme as having someone understand me, I would be happy forever. -- Click to clear.