Luck has not been on my side this day. I went to sleep at around 9 (my normal bedtime) and my body decided to wake up around 12 in the morning. Exactly why I dont know, but I vaguely remember a pretty bad dream, so that could have beent he problem. Nevertheless I found myself literally driving myself insane around 12 because I wasnt really asleep but I wasnt really controlling what was going on in my mind, and I was thinking about thousands of discontinued, random thoughts. I must say that I've never been so uncomfortable in my life, my head hurt from the insanity I was being driven to by these simple, inane thoughts. I dont think I'll ever understand that one, because I dont really remember what they were.
So I finally completely woke up (meaning I regained full consciousness and control over my mind) around 12:30 and realized what time it was. I also realized that I was fully awake, and that I'd have to find some way to put myself back asleep. I took an advil, watched an episode of the simpsons on my computer, and then took out my favorite sleeper-book: the biology textbook. The textbook's magic didnt work in this case, and after reading two chapters I just gave it up and turned on some soft music and tried to put myself to sleep again. When I didnt fall asleep and the music ended (around 2:30), I just decided to start thinking about stuff, namely my friendships and all the stuff that's happened to me in the past year. Around 3:30 I started drifting in and out of consciousness and finally about 4:00 I fell asleep again, thank god.
Of course, my alarm goes off at 5:30, which meant I got only an hour and a half of sleep. Only my alarm didnt go off (at least I dont think it did: my subconscious body has figured out how to turn the damned thing off without waking up) and I woke up at 6:00, giving me 15 minutes to eat, eat, put my contacts in, brush my hair, and do all the other stuff I do in the morning. Of course, I did a crappy job on all those things and I still ended up late to school (by late I mean I didnt get to talk to anyone before classes started). And I was insanely tired. As I am now. I hope my alarm clock works.
And having left 5 minutes later from my house than I normally do, god decided to put every light on my trip to school (roughly 20 or so traffic lights) to red. So I wasted tons of gas and probably a good 20 minutes getting there.
Thankfully the things that luck doesnt have control over (IE my social life) have stayed fine today. But I did manage to miss 16 points on a math test because the teacher tricked me by mixing up the order of the polynomials. I felt extremely disgraceful.
Also, somehow my parents got word that college night was tonight so I had to go all the way back to troy to grab about 4 brochures. Ridiculous.
Someone's got a case of the mondays: me.
..lj..
I cant help but wonder: WHO READS MY BLOGSPOT??? I get 7 hits a day roughly but I dont know who the hell goes there instead of my lj!?
