There's this problem I have with great days. I get into bed on those days and I always feel so sad. One thing I've realized about great things is that they only happen to me once. No matter how hard I try to recreate my experiences, they never come back the same. I realize that tommorow something great will happen, but what if I want what happened on friday to happen again? I'm SOL (shit outta luck) in that case. I guess I really dont want to be totally surprised.. maybe in terms of my happiness I'd like to stay constant for awhile. Settle down, if you will.
So I spent pretty much all day doing homework and the like. Sitting in front of/around my computer all day makes it really hard for me to keep myself happy. I can think happy thoughts and all that bull, but in the end I have to experience things to be truly happy.
..lj..
the new jimmy eat world album is out and it's awesome, btw
