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Sunday, September 19, 2004

There's this problem I have with great days. I get into bed on those days and I always feel so sad. One thing I've realized about great things is that they only happen to me once. No matter how hard I try to recreate my experiences, they never come back the same. I realize that tommorow something great will happen, but what if I want what happened on friday to happen again? I'm SOL (shit outta luck) in that case. I guess I really dont want to be totally surprised.. maybe in terms of my happiness I'd like to stay constant for awhile. Settle down, if you will.

So I spent pretty much all day doing homework and the like. Sitting in front of/around my computer all day makes it really hard for me to keep myself happy. I can think happy thoughts and all that bull, but in the end I have to experience things to be truly happy.
..lj..
the new jimmy eat world album is out and it's awesome, btw



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I guess by the looks of it, I'm just your typical "studious" high school student trying to get decent grades and fight his way through the tides of popularity. I'm not normal, though. A mixture of romanticism, horniness, girl-shyness, and optimism is a volatile blend waiting to erupt at every moment. Indeed my mood swings all too often, but I only really make those mood swings evident in this journal. I write everything here. Enjoy.

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KiH is my creedo, my definition, the way I lead my life. I realize that in life I dont want friends or money or sex, I want to be happy. Everything I own, everything I say, and everything I do serves as a step towards this boundless goal. I devote this journal to my everyday thoughts and activities and I hope that all my readers come away understanding me as a person just a bit more. If I could accomplish something so extreme as having someone understand me, I would be happy forever. -- Click to clear.