I have a policy: to never brag, never present myself as a "master" or whatever at anything. I laugh so hard at my friends because they proclaim themselves "the best" at computers or math or english or whatever, and then they screw up royally and look like total idiots. I have this friend who kept on getting '5's on math homeworks and I told him "One day you're going to get a 4 and I'm gonna laugh forever", and he was all "I'm never gonna get a 4 because I'm just too good".

Of course, about a week later he was bowing down to me because he got a 4. Hahaha, I'll never let him have the end of it.

I normally really like people who are creative enough to wear bumper stickers on their car, because I like knowing people, even if it's just a face-to-a-political-party. But I saw a bumper sticker today that almost made me barf: "sexy senior citizen aboard" - *barf*
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I'm fickle. I know. It's my least favorite trait in kids, and I have a strange affinity for it. For a couple of months I've been promoting the notion that people shouldnt think about what they do.

I was wrong. There is no such thing as "overthinking" situations. When you constantly think about how it's going to be the next time you see that girl/boy you really like, it's just affirming the fact that you like that person. If they werent on the top of your mind, then why would you even bother having a crush or whatever on them?

Likewise, I dont think there's anything wrong with pushing a relationship. I dont think it's wrong anymore to convince yourself that you love someone (not that I'm doing it) nor is it wrong to try to make a girl like you, versus the alternative of falling in love out of nowhere/a friendship. Because when I face reality, I realize that the only way I'm ever going to find a girl that fits with me is to make myself fit with a girl.

I dont know about you guys, but the reason I consistently have someone I like is because my mind is crazy and I'm either thinking about something or nothing. And I dont think about school alot, because my teachers bore me out of my mind, so I gotta think about something or someone. During the summer I thought about cars, but school has started and now I think about girls. I used to be able to turn myself off, but I've slowly lost my skill with the storm that is my social and academic life this year.

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
..lj..