Lets see, its been almost exactly a month since school started, and what's changed in my life? How about everything. I have vivid conversations with people who I've always thought of as anti-social. The people I lean on and laugh with have all changed. Some people on campus have suddenly become optimistic, some have become pessimistic. I suddenly dont care about some people yet out of nowhere I have feelings for a bunch of my new friends.

I guess if I could point fingers, I'd do it too homecoming. The frantic struggle to not only find a significant other that I can connect with, but get her to connect with me has led me to stick around new groups and shun older ones. Not that I mind, of course, because I tend to like it when everything in my life is fast paced, as it leaves me less time to ponder on small, insignificant details.

Well, I guess I'm going to have to use names to keep this entry from slipping into the depths of vagueness. To be specfic: a little bit deeper than you'd like to go..

I feel like I've been complaining alot recently, but I'm really justified in this. My ankle started hurting really bad again today. When I got home I took off my sock and realized that there is a gigantic black/blue spot down there, which I'm really nervous about. Black/blue means clotted blood under the skin, and it isnt normally a symptom of a sprained muscle. And if I broke my ankle, it's going to take a hell of a long time to heal. My biggest worry right now is that I wont be able to dance at homecoming, which looks to be one of my highlights for the semester.
So I'm going to go and take a bath to see if my ankle will feel a little better.
..lj..