Man, the blindness that love can bring to you is amazing. I dont refer to myself in this respect, but to a group of friends who blind themselves in their own personal interests. I sit as a third person to relationships and I just watch, and I laugh and I laugh and I wonder if the people I laugh at know how much they are throwing away. How much of their own time they are wasting convincing themselves that something that will never work will. Then I let out a little chuckle at myself, for being everything I hate over and over again. I love myself, I hate myself, what's the difference? There is nothing definite in this world, so playing with words is always fine.

My dreams of late have been growing more vivid and more controlled. I dream of exactly what I want to nowadays. I go to sleep praying to god that I'll dream about places I want to be, and I'll be there. It's so comforting, knowing that at the end of each day, I'll have a world that puts the light in my eyes. I think my dreams are more connected to reality that I may have previously thought. I think that what I dream today may be what I live tommorow. I think that there's only optimism here and now.

My weekend is bright: Movies tonight with friends, editing tommorow with friends, and the California auto show on sunday. Dont worry, I wont take pictures. lol.

See you all,
..lj..