So the aptly named "homecoming blues" has left me after a day of residence in my tortured soul. I think a combination of good music, smiles, sugar and a little hope helped me get out of the small dip of sadness that had me cringing.

It was only after talking to a couple of people that I realized how focused and oblivious I was during the entire of homecoming. I danced and I didnt pay attention to anything. The only people I saw were Natty, Margie, Elodie and David; though I'm sure I talked to at least 10 people today whom I didnt see at all, whom I didnt even know were there. Haha, I should be more attentive, then again I dont think I should be talking while I'm dancing, so yeah. I feel like dancing again allready. I really need to find a nice club that I can join.. I remember seeing a flyer for one in downtown fullerton a year ago that said on friday nights everybody 16+ can come. I think I'll look that up.

Speaking of Friday which is convieniently a day off, I feel obliged to publish a small bit of a conversation I had with Ravi today:
R: "Well, Tyler (Hayes) is going to Paso again this weekend"
M: "I say we do a whole day out on friday and go play games or something. I dont think any of my asian friends want because of homecoming, but maybe you and tyler and byron and me can go."
R: "Naw.. I gotta stay home on Friday because Fantasy Basketball is having tryouts from 12 to 2"
M: *shouts*"You're such a computer nerd!"
R: "ME? *points at himself, as if implying that I am one*"
M: "Oh my god, you're gonna stay home and play a f*&cking online game when you can have fun with your friends??"
And he is, of course. Lol, so that's how I came up with the conclusion that this coming weekend is going to be incredibly boring and I'm going to need to pull some kind of serious operation to keep my spirits up and my mind outta boredom.

For those of you who dont know, I jacked a pocketfull of Laffy Taffy's from homecoming as well as scooped two cupfulls of runts and took those too. Interestingly enough, I have no obligation to eat these treats. None at all. I wonder if it's just my metabolism or something or maybe if I'm maturing to a point where pure sugars just dont have any appeal to me. I guess it's not really a new thing. Ever since Junior year I've actually preferred eating more "healthy" things like corn or steak or potatoes over candy and cookies. But I guess while I might have cut back on sweets, I've definitely started drowning myself in soda. I cant get enough coke man, because it's the best. Period.

..lj..