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Sunday, October 17, 2004

With a big bang, homecoming is over. I never get used to the fact that you can spend weeks planning something and it's over in a couple of hours. It always leaves me feeling unfulfilled, but that's just my nature.

I guess everything is going to go back to normal now. No more sporatic ups and downs, no more dangerous thrills from sneaking around, nothing specific to really look forward to until January. It leaves me feeling really questionable. Just like I did after last years homecoming. Almost empty, like all the energy/lifeforce has been sucked out of me. I guess memories just arnt good enough for me. Ever.

..lj..

ps: since we did pics at xpose, we actually have the copies allready. so if anybody wants them, ask. i guess eventually i'll get some pictures of dinner and whatnot, and i'll post them here. promise.



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