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Friday, November 19, 2004

I've spent too much time looking for love,
Even more trying to make myself someone I'm not,
I'd make believe just because,
Well, some things just arent tangible,

But I never made it,
Everyone fakes these things,
It never seems to work on this side of the room,
And so I keep drifting,

I guess I'm prone to failure,
I'm so used to it,
But you guide me in the right direction,
All I ever needed was to be needed.

posted by James at 11/19/2004 11:23:00 PM



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I guess by the looks of it, I'm just your typical "studious" high school student trying to get decent grades and fight his way through the tides of popularity. I'm not normal, though. A mixture of romanticism, horniness, girl-shyness, and optimism is a volatile blend waiting to erupt at every moment. Indeed my mood swings all too often, but I only really make those mood swings evident in this journal. I write everything here. Enjoy.

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KiH is my creedo, my definition, the way I lead my life. I realize that in life I dont want friends or money or sex, I want to be happy. Everything I own, everything I say, and everything I do serves as a step towards this boundless goal. I devote this journal to my everyday thoughts and activities and I hope that all my readers come away understanding me as a person just a bit more. If I could accomplish something so extreme as having someone understand me, I would be happy forever. -- Click to clear.