Shoot. I think I might have regained my sanity. All of a sudden I totally resent school. The only reason I will go to school tommorow is because driving there is fun, and really the only reason that is fun is because I get to listen to music. Music is good. It's really good, let's get that straight.

It's really interesting how my anxieties have really shifted since the senior year began. It used to be that I was really concerned about my grades and whatever, but to be quite honest, right now I could give less than a shit. I'm doing well in school because I went easy on myself this year. I might have alot of (easy) homework, but I dont have to study. Ever. Because my classes dont challenge me in the least. Not that they ever really have.

Rather than worrying about the "b"s on my report card, I worried about getting a job last night. I really need to get a steady flow of income before the little stash that is on my shelf becomes null. It seems everytime I look up there I have a little less money, and it really concerns me. To be honest, I've been trying pretty hard to get a job, but it seems that no matter where I go there are either no positions open or you have to be eighteen to apply. I even went back to the McDonalds I used to work at and they apparently have no spots left. I really dont care that much where I work anymore, as long as I just have money flowing in and I can get my parents off my ass.

And, you know, I gotta get a friggin new car soon, which means I need serious money for insurance. Life is moving on, and I cant keep up with the pace. =(
..lj..